The only way out is to give in 10.08.2009

It’s so hard to blog once you’ve decided you are going to do it often. When I started this blog in the middle of a July night, I had all of these grand plans of blogging 3, 4 times a week. And now, I can’t seem to write one even if I try. But I’m going to now.

I’ve had an incredible, yet semi-shameful weekend. I got drunk for the first time, relatively speaking. I’ve gotten somewhat tipsy/borderline drunk before. Saturday night I was completely and utterly plastered. So plastered I forgot my shoes at the house of the host of the party I went to; I don’t know her. I also puked all over her floor, and on my best friend’s car. I don’t remember much of that night; my memories are extremely out of focus, just like I know my vision was.

And the thing is, I’m ok with it. I’m ashamed of myself, of course, but at the same time I enjoyed myself… up until I projectile vomited that is. And I’m also happy with the fact that I did get that drunk; it showed me what my limits are and what I need to know the next time I go to that kind of thing. The kind of shenanigans my friends and I get into…

On a completely different note, this Friday is the launch of the very first news website at my high school, and I am co-editor of it. I’m excited and nervous at the same time. It’s scary to think that I am helming something completely new and something I don’t really know much about. But it’s really cool to know that I am helping to start something completely new with the help of people I really love and trust (our five person staff consists of my closest friends that go to my high school). It’s also exciting to know that when we unveil this thing there will be people who are excited about it. I hope, I hope, I hope.

~ “You cannot live on hope alone, but without hope, life is not worth living” – Harvey Milk